Boys and Girls of every age, won't you like to see something strange?

Halloween is coming up! I won't go out though. I can't face having to find a costume and put it on. I promise to myself now that next Halloween, I'll have a sexy costume and I'll be skinny enough to fit in it. But this year, its just me, comfy pajamas and "scary" movies. I say "scary" cos I think I've watched too many and I sorta know what to expect. I'm planning to watch the two paranormal activities. Hopefully they'll have an impact on me. I've been told they are quite scary. I have my pumpkin planned too. Jack Skellington :) I know hes not scary, hes simply Awesome. No Sweets! I know this defeats the purpose of Halloween.

Fasting today. It's going pretty well. I've had two cups of coffee and I ran for 45 minutes. Burnt a total of 250cals. Not a lot, but it's a start!

The sky is blue, The end is near

My name is Nei and I'm 17, turning 18 in four weeks. I've been bulimic since I was 15 and recently my mia has turned into ana. I don't need intervention, I need a place to vent, I need people who understand me. This is why i created this blog. My very own online journal.

I've had a terrible binge week and I want to cleanse myself and so i think fasting Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

Just water, a coffee and a glass of juice allowed each day. I plan to reach my first goal weight by Friday 5 November.